Numb

刘颖L

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
我已经厌倦了你期望我变成的那个样子
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
苍白的伪装下，是信仰沦失的灵魂
don't know what you're expecting of me
不知道你对我有何期待
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
沉重的压抑之下，依照你的轨迹亦步亦趋
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
（在思想激流中挣扎，只是徒劳挣扎）
every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每件事，对于你而言，都是一种错误
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
（在思想激流中挣扎，只是徒劳挣扎）
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我心如冰封般僵冷，对你的摆布已漠然无觉
I've become so tired so much more aware
我已经身心疲惫，灵魂却骤然觉醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
我已经成为我想做的一切
is be more like me and be less like you
重新蜕变回自己，挣脱你的羁绊束缚
can't you see that you're smothering me
你有没有注意到你正在使我窒息？
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
抓得如此之紧，只恐失去控制
cause everything that you thought I would be
因为你此前对我的所有期待的幻想
has fallen apart right in front of you
都土崩瓦解在你的面前
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
（在思想激流中挣扎，只是徒劳挣扎）
every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每件事对你而言，都是一种错误
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
（在思想激流中挣扎，只是徒劳挣扎）
and every second I waste is more than I can take
并且我曾拥有的那些珍贵岁月，竟然生生荒废于虚无之中
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我心如冰封般僵冷，对你的摆布已漠然无觉
I've become so tired so much more aware
我已经身心疲惫，灵魂却骤然觉醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
我逐渐变成这个样子，所有想做的
is be more like me and be less like you
重新蜕变回自己，挣脱你的羁绊束缚
and I know
我知道
I may end up failing too
我最终可能是失败收场
but I know
但是我也知道
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
你我终究是殊途同归，因为你也经受着让他人深深失望的折磨和痛楚
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我心如冰封般僵冷，对你的摆布已漠然无觉
I've become so tired so much more aware
我已经身心疲惫，灵魂却骤然觉醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
我逐渐变成这个样子，所有想做的
is be more like me and be less like you
重新蜕变回自己，挣脱你的羁绊束缚
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我心如冰封般僵冷，对你的摆布已漠然无觉
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
一切都是你想让我成为的吗
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我心如冰封般僵冷，对你的摆布已漠然无觉
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
我厌倦了成为你想要我成为的人