吉檀迦利 第九十八章

孙祎卓

I will deck thee with trophies, garlands of my defeat. It is never in my power to escape unconquered.

I surely know my pride will go to the wall, my life will burst its bonds in exceeding pain, and my empty heart will sob out in music like a hollow reed, and the stone will melt in tears.

I surely know the hundred petals of a lotus will not remain closed for ever and the secret recess of its honey will be bared.

From the blue sky an eye shall gaze upon me and summon me in silence. Nothing will be left for me, nothing whatever, and utter death shall I receive at thy feet.

我要以胜利品，我的失败的花环，来装饰你．逃避不受征服，是我永远做不到的．

我准知道我的骄傲会碰壁，我的生命将因著极端的痛苦而炸裂，我的空虚的心将像一支空苇呜咽出哀音，顽石也融成眼泪．

我准知道莲花的百瓣不会永远闭合，深藏的花蜜定将显露。

从碧空将有一只眼睛向我凝视，在默默地召唤我．我将空无所有，绝对的空无所有，我将从你脚下领受绝对的死亡．